… or you can lay it out on the line, be who you want to be, and be happy with that. Lemme just leave you with some words of wisdom.
You never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only option left.
Over the last couple of years I’ve been battling what some would call depression, I categorize it as suppressed emotion, a trait, rather an ability I picked up on during my adolescence that I can’t seem to shake. I have, however become more candor, but with that exception I have also bundled a lot more of my stresses and not so happy thoughts and keep it hidden because speaking on your emotions doesn’t do anyone any good and just ruins moods. I’m now at a point of distress and these random crying points are only making me colder. I have a problem that I cannot pin point and don’t know where to start to get help.
To paint you a picture of where I’m coming from, family. My grandmother died this morning. I have no emotion.. Delayed response? Possibly. Everyone has them, but at this time in my life, I can definitely do without. I’m not self controlling this reaction, I just can’t feel anything. I’m numb, to an extent. Maybe I’ve become self-centered? I need answers.
Words that have been abused so much, they don’t even have merit.
Love you too!