the less I try to listen. Why? It makes me question my life in a way that’s rather depressing, but in no way am I depressed.. understand? I value the ideas and opinion of others, in some form, but when it starts to touch on the aspects of my personal life/”goals”.. I just want to shut down because I’m not prepared for that and I am not up to the task of beginning that type of conversation. I just want to live in the now! Is that such a problem?